Been thinking alot lately about how dependent I am on God vs how dependent I want to be vs how dependent I need to be.

God is so many things I need. The scriptures above really say it all!!

He is everything His children need, so I question myself as to why I fight with just letting myself depend on Him.

He is the Master.

He is in control.

With God, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!

My fashionista icon

Audrey Hepburn has to bethe greatest fashionista of all time. She was beautiful, simple, elegant, classy, and even modest. My favorite is her little black dress although I enjoy wearing all of her essential pieces. She has a timeless and sweet feminemity. <3

Keep your head high beautiful!

Its been a very long, busy, frustrating, eventful, exhausting day filled with work, research on the end of the "legal slave trade" for English, trying to figure out what in the world we are supposed to do for our stats project due tomorrow (love to my group who is very dedicated with countless hours of work to get as far as we did), accounting class and learning about how to get rich quick, biology and learning about the CIRCLE OF LIFE, a very very short break to breath and drink some sweet tea, then back to work with an energetic 2 year old. Needless to say im busy, and it wont be slowing down anytime soon. Just gotta get through work, lit class, and my stats test. Then maybe relax tomorow afternoon? DOUBT IT! Then I get to spend my birthday with my wonderful boyfriend who is taking me to lunch on the beach :p and a peaceful night withmy little princess baby marley <3 Oh how I look forward to the weekend.
Goodnight all,
AND KEEP YOUR HEAD HIGH

Determination

Alot of times we hit speed bumps, its important to stay motivated though. If you are going to achieve something you must never, ever give up! Not even when you want to. Dont give up, success is yours for the taking!!

Stength

Phillipians 4:13παντα ισχυω εν τω ενδυναμουντι με χριστω
¹³I have strength for all things in Christ Who empowers me [I am ready for anything and equal to anything through Him Who ^[a]infuses inner strength into me; I am ^[b]self-sufficient in Christ's sufficiency].
I cant improve on Gods Word.
~Blessings~

Trials dont define tomorrows~ In memory of Mrs. Sandy Schmuck

We all have difficulties in our lives. We facedaily trials. Some larger than others. Some days more than others. I am reminded of this particularly today with the loss of my junior English teacher, Mrs. Schmuck. We lost one one of the greatest teachers who ever taught this morning. Her impact on us as students was huge. But I begin to think about her life the past few years. She battled with cancer and other health issues. Yet she never let the cancer define her. She still always had joy. She still all trusted God. She was such an inspiration because she never gave up. And what makes the biggest impact on me, is that she never gave up on us. She loved each and every one of us and she showed it. She gave so much of herself just to see each and every one of us succeed. Im so thankful that God gave me the ability to cross paths with her. Because of it, my life was forever changed. She changed who I am as a woman of Christ. Shecreated me into the writer I am today. I mean im getting pretty good grades on my english comp assignments, and I wouldnt be if she hadnt spent so much time pouring into my writting skills. All in all, this woman was an amazing person and she will always be in my heart. FOREVER REMEMBERED.
*blessings*

Changing friendships- a big transition

I struggle with this thing called friendship, especially since graduating. I always denied the fact that I would stop being friends with my high school friends, but for the most part, that has become the reality. You see, in high school, we are all there for thesame goal, to make it to the end in one piece and to walk across a stage to get a piece of paper saying we finished our time succesfully. In college thats different. Especially when your in a university. I see just as many cliques nowas I did in high school. They may be a little more open and not as harsh, but there definatly there. But each clique here functions differently. You have one for each field of study or in that general idea of things. But within that, you find those who have decided to act as an adult (when neccesary) and those who chose to remain a child, always running to mommy and daddy. Now im a student who lives at home, for multiple reasons, but in and of my self, im independent and can function without them telling me what my priorities need to be. I think thats why alot of friendships split after high school. WE BECOME DIFFERENT PEOPLE. And thats not to say that being a different person is a bad thing, its actually quite good. Coming to college gives you the ability to find who you are as an adult. To chase your passions and views and have others there beside you who want to do the same thing. So you find different friends, and eventually most friendships from high school will crumble, because your just not the same. For some this process is quick and easy, for others it seems like they will never get through it. The fact is, it happens to everyone eventually. You just have to find the people worth fighting for, and work on that relationship. The biggest thing of all is to NEVER FIGHT FOR A ONE SIDED FRIENDSHIP. Its just not worth it. As you grow into the person you will be, they will do nothing more than hinder you. So lay out the prorities and fight for the best. Its gonna hurt a little, but its well worth it in the end.

Best wishes